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OK...so this post is pretty much random! As u can tell by the title! SO u all probably know that i talk about H. Well this may her sister,Paul, graduated and now she is in college. And she is H's sister and H misses her but it really hasn't sunk in to H yet. But to day I was looking a picture of H's sister and started to cry. And just for the record...I'm crying right now as i write this blog post...So Paul if u have my blog and ur reading this I MISS YOU!!! And H, no i don't want to steal ur sister.

NEW PARAGRAPH! So off that sad note...M u so need to update ur blog. I think I am becoming more emotional lately. you know i have always tried to play it as the tough chick who doesn't get her feelings hurt...But lately, I just cry. I don't know if it is just because i think i am losing my best friend...or because of all the stuff that has happened this year...but i think it's mostly because i think i am losing my best friend...i don't know if we will ever be the same...I mean a best friend u should be able to talk bad about the person u hate most, and usually u both hate the same people...but i think she is being brainwashed. I mean we used to be able to talk about ANYTHING. But now i am constantly watching what i am saying when i am around her...and no i don't mean the swearing. I mean the negative talking about the girl i hate most. And just so u all know, I was crying while I typed this whole entry. So maybe the year 2009 will be a little bit better.